Horrible Holidays

I don't know why I've grown to despise the holidays. Lately, It has all been getting to me. Constantly working and staying later than usual makes my brain want to explode. Human etiquette is going out the window and shifting into a dark primal state. I'm doing mediocre work at a low grade job ; I always try my best. If you are in my way - You die. The want for social interaction has basically drifted out the window ; Except for one special person. Maybe I need a break or a new job. I'm hoping there's a snow storm so big that I'm forced to call into work. I've come to an executive decision that it really just isn't worth it.

Nothing hurts worse than doing shitty work at somewhere a child could probably work...the finishing blow is that you care. It' is a bit scary to slowly see yourself slipping, I hope there's something behind me to catch my fall besides my ass.

A pillow to hit my head on would be nice, Good Night!