The funny thing is that I shouldn't even allow myself to get remotely annoyed. This predicament and lifestyle is totally lost upon me ; quite possibly even yourself (doubtful, but I'd like to think so). We don't owe one another anything beyond your basic hellos and good byes. Beyond the fact that we are cordial and talk, doesn't erase the factor of the acquaintance. This trying to create something out of nothing, when no one will budge, is obsolete and tiring. I can't say no and you can't say yes. When we actually go against our nature the other can't possibly follow through. I'm not climbing up these walls anymore, just for you to stand there and look in awe. I'm better than this ; I don't do this, and I'm the idiot that thinks you would realize that. I don't have ploys of bad intention or ploys in general. I'll continue to put my hopes and dreams where they rightfully belong ; along with leaving these fairy tales at the library. Honestly, it just doesn't map out just quite right when my life is already in the perfect order. But still I'm the adolescent who thinks the climax is totally worth us blowing kisses across foreign waves.
Our loss huh?
These dreams of grandeur sadly attributes all these problems to me ; You're too beyond dreaming these days, only nightmares in your wake. To think we thought we could wipe them all out.
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